'paper has more patience than people ' i thought of this saying on one of those days when i was feeling little depressed and and was sitting at home with my chin in hands .wondering whether to stay at home or run away . This strange feeling of not belonging to any land not ur home town and neither to place u stay leaves u with a thought everyday . excitement to come home and to run away next moment is surely not because u r pamperd so much which u never wanted but beacuse u always need the thing u dnt have dat present moment . after coming home after year gap i could see a hell lot of changes in me . from my school days my buddies used to call me an" emotional bwitch " i wish i could have remain the same . yesterday papa commeted i m girl who use head more den heart " i dint understand do i have to take dis as a comment or a compliment . and yes offcorse i took it as a comment beacuse everyday i m struggling hard to understand myself better to really comprehend what exactly i want. we all friends laugh on the fact that "yaar ab to ko farak hi nahi padta" but on the very next moment we moan "ki kyun hai aisaa" i really want to find out and when i gazed upon the clear blue sky that seemed to stretch out endlessly . the sky which leads to all corners of the world . i decided to reach out to the world too, and try to find out the real "me"
Monday, July 13, 2009
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i hope i will be able to put across my thoughts here as i have never been able to express . writing in a blog is really a strange experience for someone like me . not only because I've never written anything before ,but also because it seems to me dat later on neither i nor anyone else will be intrested in musings of a confusing girl like me . OH WELL it dosen't matter i feel like writing and i have an ever greater need to get all kinds of things off my chest.
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8 comments:
U r Deep ! ;)
Take it easy.... its just a phase will pass ....
ya ya ...........aap sahi hai guru islea hi toh blog pe ake vomit kar di
Welcome to blogging sweets! i almost understand what u r trynna put forward.... gud luck... n wen blogging is nt at disposal, u kno where 2 come to vent out ur emotions n thots'
hmm ... what can i say ,. the feeling of belonging nowhere is such a bad feeling. one moment you r dying to go to your home place the next moment u feel like a complete stranger over there. then u want to run from there ........... so we keep on running , but for how long!
welcome to the blog-world, beware its an addiction =D
hehe!
All the best!
Welcome to the blogoshpere! Looking forward to your entries :)
Stopping here from 20SB. Truly hope you keep blogging it's definitely a way to de-stress.
It's a good thing that you have started blogging, and the last thing that you need to worry about is getting comments. Under the "Mutual Admiration Society Act" we are all bound to comment on each other’s blog. I must say it's a great outlet for everything that’s happening inside you, but every now and then you might be confused about what you can actually express in this space and what not, maybe you would wish for a anonymous blog maybe not. It’s a journey and I wish you all the best :)
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